Day 18: October 6th, 2018
11:33 a.m. I woke up around 8:44 a.m., made some coffee, and tried to drink a cup while I smoked a cigarette. It just wasn’t happening. I still felt woozy from last night. If I ever drink more than two beers, I feel like crap the next morning. So I went back to bed.
I woke up again around 11:20 a.m. My sweet husband made me some coffee. So here I am, drinking a cup of coffee and smoking another cigarette while I write. I definitely learned a lesson last night (and this morning)! I need to just stick with 2 beers. Haha. Seriously though, my almost 40 year old body just can’t handle it anymore.
Today I plan to watch the OU game (Boomer Sooner! ❤️), chillax for a bit, and I may try to make some more products this evening. Anyway, I need to get off of here for now, but I will write some more later.
6:37 p.m. I have now smoked 7 cigarettes, which is below my goal! Woot! Woot!
My Sooners lost, by the skin of their teeth, but they played a good game today. After the game we napped on my brother’s reclining couch and snacked on the delicious buffet of foods they had prepared.
I haven’t worked on any products today, because I’ve been pretty worn out. Haha. Last night did a number on me.
You know, I think last night and this morning actually helped me realize that that is not what I want anymore. I do not want to drink too many drinks or smoke a ton of cigarettes. Those things just make me feel all out of whack. I want to feel great everyday and that is my goal from here on out. I’m going to go relax for a bit, but I will check in before I go to bed.
9:45 p.m. I’ve only smoked 12 cigarettes today! Woohoo! Just thought I would update y’all before I hit the hay. Goodnight and God bless! ❤️