Day 7: September 25th, 2018
9:31 p.m. Dang! I didn’t realize that I had totally forgot to get a blog post going for today! I guess I’ve been busier than I thought!
So I woke up around 8:45 a.m., made coffee, wrote in my journal for a bit, and decided that today was the day I would FINALLY post some videos to YouTube! Haha. That made me a nervous wreck. I was so nervous and full of anxiety, that I ended up smoking 10 cigarettes by 1:00 p.m. Geeze louise!
The reason I think I was so nervous is because I have watched YouTube videos before and they are all so professional looking, but mine are literally homemade. I use my phone + an app to add photos to my videos. That’s it. My mission is to help people, and if my (super amateur) “Journey to Quit Smoking” videos help one person, just one, then I will be a happy camper….or in this case, a happy YouTuber! Bahahahaha.
Other than that…I homeschooled my girls, made some homemade (from scratch) chicken noodle soup, did a little housework, and tried to stay busy.
I don’t think I was busy enough though. I have already smoked 16 cigarettes for today! Good grief!
It may be because I totally forgot to make myself some tea today? That or the fact that I was a nervous wreck earlier, when I was posting my videos to YouTube. Oh well, tomorrow is a new day and I can just try again. I’m still on track with my goals, so that’s a good thing. Anyway, I think I’m going to get off of here and watch a movie. Goodnight, y’all.